I'm alive

It's been a while since I last posted here for the last times.. So many things have changed since that last post.. Anyway, my personal crusade to "find" the girl if my dream is not over, it has only started.. My life is supposed to change in a few days, at least, I hope it does. I need this damn change, it's something I really need. I'll keep this blog updated more often... Well, this post is only to say that: I'M FUCKING ALIVE!! (unfortunately for some people, life's a bitch isn't it? Muaha ;) )

The decision...

Hey hey...

How's everything? Fine, I bet..

By the way, I've just made a decision.. Time to get this coward attitude behind..


It's time to move on...

Happiness..

Today's post will be short...

I just want to say to you all the following:

I'm fuckin HAPPY!! :D


And that's all for tonight folks.

The present simple...

So... Here I am... This time I won't talk (for talking, I mean writing) about the past, but I'm talking about the present. I know, this is about of how I met the girl of my dreams, but hey, this is my blog, so, today I'll tell you about the present, about I feel right now. C'mon, it's 4:36am, and there's no one to talk to about this or bother, so I'll write about it. Amazing huh?

Like I said, it's 4:36am.. I mean, now it's 4:38am, and I feel all this feeling is getting serious inside of me.

"How do you know that, oh mighty John Doe?!", I bet you're asking that... Well, since I left work about 3 hours ago, and after a long trip I did today, instead of being asleep, I'm listening to lame music and thinking of how it would be great to be with her at this very moment, I must choose between one of these 3 options, which are:

1. I'm drunk
2. I have a sleep disorder
3. I'm starting to fall really in love

Since I don't get drunk with one beer and a glass of a very nice scotch and I've never had a sleeping disorder or whatsoever, I guess I only have one option left (and for you, smart guys, if you didn't notice it, it's option 3) .

I'm starting to feel weird (a nice weird ahah) when I think of her, when someone talks to me about her I can't hide a smile and I start to blush...  


At the same time I feel weird, I feel great too. Maybe just because I know I'll be with her tomorrow, even if it's just for a few minutes. But I know that for that few minutes I'll be right next to her, hearing her voice, watching her smiling to me and laughing with her.. It's amazing how a few minutes in 24h can make a guy's day..

Call me crazy, old fashioned, call me whatever you want.. But I'm the guy who's happy just by seeing that girl smiling to me, even if it's only for a few minutes everyday...

It smells like an introduction...

I'll start my life story by telling you all that I'm Portuguese. So you might be asking: "Why are you, oh Great John Doe, writing in English instead of writing in Portuguese?", and my answer is that I feel like writing in English.. All this will sound better in english, trust me guys.

So let's get to the point..

All this starts at October 10th 2011. I was unemployed at home, I've started looking for a job all over the country, I've sent about 80 CV's. At this time, I was interested in a girl that lived far away from my city, so I was hoping for a job right in her city, but I got screwed, I only was called for jobs interviews at Lisbon. So, I resigned myself (hey hey, I didn't give up on trying to go close to her, it's just about the crisis) and went to the jobs interviews.

At this time, I couldn't even imagine that one of these interviews would take me to where I am today and where the girl of my dreams is.

You can say it's destiny, or even luck.. I don't know what really is but I'm glad it happened.

Guys, I can tell you, from the moment I saw her, all that I felt for the other girl, just fell down to earth..

Now that you've read the introduction carefully and with all of your attention, you must wait for the continuation.

To be continued..

This is only starting :)

This is it..

Well, this will be the story of how I met the girl of my dreams. I mean, this is still a non finished story.. But I guess I'll be starting from the beginning, until today.

It's not like I haven't met her already, she still just doesn't know yet that she really is the girl of my dreams.